Life

Good evening :) I have less than a month now until I turn 22 years young. Lately, I've been feeling a little bit empty and lost. Somehow I still can't seem to understand myself and it's just the worst feeling, that feeling when you are in conflict with yourself. Internal conflicts, in my personal point of view, can make one very very confused until it gets to a point where you just want to burst out and cry or scream and shout and just let it all out..(hahaha so now I'm singing) Anyway, all jokes aside. I really do wish I could just have the answers there straight to my face. I guess it's just one of the challenges we go through in our lives. As we get older, we never get to say life is easy, it's a piece of cake, or whatever cliches are made to "make our lives easier " as they say. Life is hard, it gives us loads of problems may it be with school, work, family, relationships, and like me, the self. People are getting more intolerable with this which results to daydreaming, depression, and the worse, suicide. I for one really do not support with that whole idea but I admit I have thought about it not just once but for several times now. But then, I think about the people who love me and especially those whom I love, and give it another chance. I then start to appreciate the simple things in life and say gosh how lucky I am to be alive to see such beautiful and amazing things God had created for us. I know I may not find the answers to my problems now but I think that it's just God's way of pushing me through life that I need to go around and see his creations, then maybe, just maybe, I'll find the answers then. So all I can really say about all this, what I have learned is to never give up on life, be appreciative, see the world, laugh at the little things, and love. Love your creator, your family, your friends, special someone and most importantly, yourself. And do not forget to smile :)